All the sweet things you do for me while not being here

Teach me how to get the seeds out of a pomegranate,
how to cut it, hold it, hit it with love in graceful hands 
how to use a men's shaver when I messed up my son's hair, 
finding a way for me to watch my favorite series for free, 
transform in it's main characters with me,
the whole world gasping for the romance of it
making the orchid bloom again and celebrate the fullnes of her lips 
being the open dancefloor for her greedy fingertips 
celebrating beauty in the mirror in the mirror 
being exactly the way I knew you would exist 
beard of my life my river flows over it 
rock in the river my body grows over it 
listening and holding space for hours 
fall apart when I get weak and want to leave 
forgive me so we get back like nothing happened 
diving in to immediatly be taken to yet another peak 

share the livestream of my grandmother's funeral with me 
wake up with me and go to sleep, loyal like a husky 
calming and exciting as can be 

My heart is crying roses of relieve
to live this life with you.