hearts tear borders

 Spicy nights(you ate too much red chili) waiting, draining seconds through a sieve  stoned, like truth hits me  young and ancient drenched and dried out  trying to imagine a way out  together forever  shall I tattoo it?  ink tying the knot  maybe it is time to turn  nutwork into knotwork or dotwork  aborigonal art or a rope bridge am I still young enough to cross it in lingerie?  am I still young enough to die every day?  and how long can the process take  to arrive in one's own life?  and a fraction of every new second to fall  in love with an Arab. 

  There is nothing more intimate to the soul of my physicality than our contrasts united  your dark head on my belly like I just gave birth to the night where all awakes from to the sky of now capturing my lonely soul like Big Brother 'no one is watching you'  in this image I end now can I be with you?

Teach me how to get the seeds out of a pomegranate, how to cut it, hold it, hit it with love in graceful hands  how to use a men's shaver when I messed up my son's hair,  finding a way for me to watch my favorite series for free,  transform in it's main characters with me, the whole world gasping for the romance of it making the orchid bloom again and celebrate the fullnes of her lips  being the open dancefloor for her greedy fingertips  celebrating beauty in the mirror in the mirror  being exactly the way I knew you would exist  beard of my life my river flows over it  rock in the river my body grows over it  listening and holding space for hours  fall apart when I get weak and want to leave  forgive me so we get back like nothing happened  diving in to immediatly be taken to yet another peak  share the livestream of my grandmother's funeral with me  wake up with me and go to sleep, loyal like a husky  calming a...