To mention we are one body is to sing
Yes, Ahmad and I are still together, still with so many kilometres between us, since over half a year we love each other without ever seeing each other real life! Our love was born in this strange year of corona. We were one of those things no one could foresee but it happened and it keeps on happening. My need to explain to the outside world why I stand where I stand, seperated for the second time from a father of my child(ren) has dissapeared. I can love openly and without the weight of other's hopes, fears or expectation pressing on my shoulders. Yes, life is very hard work at the moment and also the relationship obviously comes with some challenges, that sometimes even appear to be hurdles. But damn, how I still love the road (of life), the beautiful journey, this guy's sweet- and hot-ness and the ways we can share while we are hopefuly on our way to our physical togetherness.
Now Ahmad is recovering from a very nasty appendicites and the emergency operation to take it out. He is very tired and still has much pain. Missing our late evening calls I am now longing for life to soon be again like it was one week ago!
Life is a cha cha cha, two step forwards one step back. One step back will bring us back to our nightcalls, two step forwards and you will jump over the border!
I am enjoying the dance with you, my love. To mention we are one body is to sing.
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